always silly and willy-nilly

I've misplaced my game face. But I know it's here somewhere.

I haven't been able to take anything seriously these past few days

I have a destructive inclination to procrastinate that I can't seem to shake off

I take way too many "breaks" (that last longer than my study hours)

Everything I read, I don't absorb. They're making ring-around-the-rosie circles in my head, and guess what? It's me who's going to fall down!




All I ever want to do is write.

gulp. I sure hope I'm in the right course

I'm actually supposed to be reviewing for an exam, instead I'm writing about having to be reviewing for an exam.

Cheers!

-jejecola-

it's 3AM, i must be lonely =P

I've reason to believe that my dreams have blurred with reality. My subconscious delivers far too realistic images through my unconscious mind. If I've shared with you an experience that happened in my dream that I genuinely believed to be true, then I apologize for the confusion. I think this has happened many times. I'm a liar! (Although I don't mean to be) And I only notice a few hours, or maybe days later. By then, it would be far too awkward to bring up the subject again in hopes of correcting myself and taking back my point against heaven.

I can picture it now: Amidst present conversation, I go, "hey do you remember that story I told you about blah3x last blah3x?" I will be received with a blank expression, and then a nod and smile (out of politeness), or perhaps whoever I'm talking to actually remembers but doesn't see where the conversation is going. Regardless, I will do one of two things, either I dismiss the thought altogether (definitely the easier path), or I delve into explanations that need explanations which will waste me a good few minutes. Minutes I could have spent sharing some other bizarre story, that a few hours later, will reveal itself to be a figment of my imagination.

Life Update:

I don't know what it is about the wee hours of the morning that gets me so hyped up. I have spent the last 30 minutes dancing around like a crazy person :)) I suppose it's time I get back to studying.

BIOCHEM FTW! (not.)

Cheers! (for all things true, good and beautiful)

-jessaminepcola-

Tagalog

I am a proud Filipino.

But goodness gracious! does the language have to be so difficult? i mean, really!
I'm doing research on "pagbasa at pagsulat sa iba't-ibang disiplina" SIGH. someone save me! :(

Side Note

I've just realized that a folder on my desktop named "Photos" has actually, all this time, been spelled "Potos" and i just noticed after several months!

Darling, i'm a genius!

Rant-athon

I'm going to sit here and write about anything, anything at all, that comes to mind.

First thing i see is my mobile phone in front of me. Sad to say, i've become quite addicted to texting. It's not good for me. But how else am i supposed to keep in touch with my friends? College is a big bully that tore us apart :( haha

Hmmm. i haven't put anything here for so long. haha. i'd apologize but i don't think it really matters. I think the only people who are actually going to read this are jessica and jaja. haha. and they only do so because, we're blood, and therefore they have to make me feel better about myself.

How does one use the justified format here? the senteces arent in line, and it's quite distracting. i'm a bit OC. haha.

what else? do i plan to keep writing here? well, that was the reason i created this in the first place (see: First post entitled "my resolve to write daily") Perhaps i shall try.

Fine. i'll try harder. Jessica, Ja, MAKE ME WRITE! i need it. it's good for me. If the only things in my head are of cells and formulas and solutions, pretty soon i'll go stark-raving mad! MAD I TELL YOU!

i'm going to a friends birthday party tonight! YEY! but i have no idea what to get her. Gaaah. I'm also broke.


i suppose i'll end here.

must. write. better. things.

cheers!

-jeje cola-

The Things I Do At Midnight

The heroine infiltrates the enemy camp to retrieve her holy grail. All the while she is fearing, the sleeping guards may wake. And they will imprison her till the first rays of morning

translation...

I'm sneaking into my parents' room to get back my ipod which I left there. Being very careful I don't wake them for they will force me into bed, as I am not suppose to be up at this hour.

I Kissed A Book Today

A couple of months back, I bought that book for php260.00. I've always known about the character Sherlock Holmes but I've never actually read one of Doyle's novels. So when I saw this on the book shelf, sitting there, waiting for me to devour it page by page, (I sound like a nut now, don't I? ) I couldn't resist buying it.

I read the first novel on it titled, " A Study In Scarlet" and immediately fell in love with Sherlock Holmes, Dr. Watson and Doyle's writing. After reading some other books, I picked this one up again to start the second novel, but mid-way...I misplaced it. And I haven't seen it for three months... Until today!

I found it inside a bag among a pile of bags I thought were empty. I really should keep an eye on my belongings more carefully.

And I kissed my beloved paperback novel...err. paperback compilation of novels.

Yes, so unfortunately, I've started reading this other book and me thinks it's unhealthy to keep jumping from book to book without finishing them and just going back again (I was juggling Sense and Sensibility, Wuthering Heights, Jane Eyre, No Comebacks and the Witch Of Portobello, GAWSH. I have no self-control!) and usually by that time the story loses a bit of its appeal because the "reading momentum" is gone. (Does that even make sense to anyone else but me? )

So now, I've got the month of May and a couple of days of June to hopefully finish all of them. And I've promised myself to not jump anymore. I'll read them in this order (No one really needs to know this but what the heck!) Sense and Sensibility, Jane Eyre, The Witch of Portobello, then Wuthering Heights (I'll start over with this one) , and No Comebacks is a bunch of short stories so I don't really need to get into that right now. AND THEN! I'll continue where I left off with Sherlock Holmes. And I'm hoping from now, till that time, I won't lose the book again. hahaha

Just Rambling :P
Cheers!

Oh! Note to Self: Read more contemporary novels

-Jessamine Cola-